Chapter Five:
Introductions
Was there ever a more wretched monster than
he? Erik continued to stare at the marks on the girl’s neck, the marks he’d
given her just that morning, their purplish-blue an angry contrast to her
creamy skin. Good God, it was a miracle she’d returned to the chapel at all
after what he’d done. Kneeling by the bed, he couldn't stop the tears that
rolled down his cheeks. It was bad enough he’d hurt the only person who’d ever
looked him in the eye and still showed him kindness; to know that, in doing so,
he’d hurt his angel as well was unforgivable He’d been ready to kill whoever
had hurt her and yet he’d done far worse. Chris had trusted him; she’d trusted him. And he’d repaid her
by almost killing her. But she didn't trust you, whispered an evil little voice in the back of his mind. She pretended to be a boy, hiding her true
identity beneath a cap and trousers and a concealing cloak. He’d known the
child had been hiding something, though. It was evident in the way she spoke
that was so at odds with the way she dressed. And then there was her fear this
morning…
Though he couldn't stop the silent tears
that trekked steadily down his hideous face, he did rise to check for further
injuries. A large bruise was forming on the right side of her face that would
swell her eye shut for a day or two. She had blood under her short nails but he didn't think it was hers. Bravo, mon
ange, for fighting back at least. He hesitated
to check anywhere her clothing covered for fear she’d awaken and think him
taking advantage of her in her weakened state. Since he saw no blood on her
clothing to indicate an injury that needed treatment immediately, he’d wait
until she was conscious. He was thankful to find no other injuries on his
initial assessment. Before he left her side, he placed a crimson blanket over the
child and stoked the fire. It got cold in his underground home.
With his tears finally spent, he set about
preparing his home for his wounded angel. Perhaps if he gathered everything now
while she was still sleeping, she’d not have to be subjected to his monstrous
presence unless she wished to be. Moving with preternatural silence and grace,
Erik picked out the smallest robe he could find along with a shirt that sported
a higher collar than his others. Since he had nothing that would fit his angel,
he thought she could use the shirt as a nightgown until he purchased her
something to wear. In the bathroom, he placed fresh, neatly folded towels on
the stand by the large tub along with a bottle of bubble bath he’d bought on a
whim. He fretted over not having a brush for her hair and added that to the
mental list of things to purchase once he could venture out. Quietly leaving the
room, Erik entered the kitchen and put a kettle on for tea. On a large platter,
he placed a cup and saucer, bowl of sugar, pitcher of cream, along with some
slices of cheese, bread, and fruit. While the water heated on the stove, he
wrote her a note explaining where she was and with whom, and reassuring her
that he’d not inflict his presence upon her unless she required him. He read
over the note a second time and, satisfied, placed it on the tray along with
the freshly brewed tea. She was still sleeping when he placed the tray by the
bed. With one last look filled with regret and worry, Erik slipped out the door
and closed it behind him.
As consciousness slowly returned, the girl
could hear the beautiful sounds of a piano being played by an expert hand and
wondered where she was. Even without opening her eyes, she knew she was no
longer in the chapel. She was lying upon a luxurious bed with what felt like
satin sheets and covered by a blanket of velvet. A fire crackled in a nearby
fireplace, and she could distinctly smell the mouthwatering aroma of fresh tea.
Opening her eyes, she gazed around the room with wonder. Decorated in crimson
and black, the colors combined with the flickering of the dim gaslights should
have draped the room in eerie shadows; instead, it lent it an otherworldly air
she found most appealing. Fascinated, she took in the sparse but elegant
furniture, the exceedingly large armoire, and a door which she assumed led to a
bathroom. When she saw the robe and linen shirt, she frowned and wondered if
her kidnappers thought she was crazy enough to bathe while in captivity. There
was no way she was putting herself in such a vulnerable position until she knew
where she was and why she was here. Finally, neither her eyes nor her hunger
could resist the tea tray any longer. Her stomach gave a most indelicate rumble
even though she was wary of eating or drinking in an unknown location. If he had captured her, there could very
well be poison waiting for her in the tempting snack. Sitting up, she noticed a
vaguely familiar letter amongst the dishes.
She read through the letter quickly and was
immediately relieved to know she was at the home of a friend. After a second,
more thorough perusal of the letter, she felt her heart drop. Perhaps a friend
no longer. He wanted nothing to do with her now that he knew the extent of her
deception. He enjoyed conversing with her when she was Chris the stage hand
high in the flies and eagerly trained her voice when she was the mysterious
angel. Now that he knew she was both and neither, he wouldn't even be in the
same room as her unless she needed something. Dejected, she ate and drank
mechanically, knowing she would need her strength when she had to leave. Sliding
to the end of the bed, she gazed longingly at the bath. Now that she knew with
whom she was staying, she longed for a decent bath, but turned away to slip on
her shoes and cloak. What would be the use when she would just be right back on
the streets again? She swayed only slightly when she rose and held onto the
nightstand until the room ceased its spinning. Once she felt more stable on her
feet, she moved to the door and went in search of her host.
The lovely music guided her to a partially
closed door and she hesitated. He was inside, she knew it, but what should she
tell him? She doubted he would be interested in her problems, especially now,
and she didn't want to drag him into that mess anyway. No, it was for the best
that she simply ask him to allow her to leave and assure him that she’d not
bother him again. She owed him that much, at least. With a sad sigh, she
slipped into the music room as quietly as she could and stood just inside the
doorway. He must not have heard her as he continued to play, his body swaying
gently with the melody. While watching him, she thought she’d never seen anyone
move so gracefully nor play so beautifully. The song slowly came to an end and
she found herself lost in his warm golden eyes.
“How are you feeling, mon ange?” His voice was quiet and sent a shiver down her spine at
its beauty. Once more, she was struck by the deep sadness that seemed to
envelop him like a shroud. Shamed by the endearment, she dropped her eyes to the
floor and pulled the cloak tighter around her.
“I am no angel, Monsieur Le Fantôme, as you
are now well aware. My name is Christine and I am so very sorry for lying to
you.” She couldn't stop the tears that spilled from her eyes. “I didn't know
you at first, didn't know I could trust you. Once I did… well, by then I’d been
taking lessons from you for several weeks. I already knew how much you despised
lies and was caught in a web of my own making. I could neither tell you nor
could I let you find out, but it was killing me to perpetuate the lie. And then
today…” Christine took a deep breath and risked a glance at his face. She
returned her gaze back to the floor at the total lack of any emotion on his
face. “Today, I disgusted you by violating your privacy and I know you can
never forgive me for that. But I just…” She stopped when the piano bench
crashed to the floor as he rose suddenly.
“Forgive you? Forgive you?! I nearly killed you, you ridiculous child!” His voice echoed
in the small room making Christine cringe against the wall.
“I know, and I’m sorry! I hadn't meant to
upset you and if I could take it back, I would in an instant.” So intent was
she on avoiding his eyes that she never saw him approach until he had wrapped his
hands around her upper arms and gave her a shake.
“Dammit, girl, shut up and listen! What you
said, what you did, all of it means nothing beside the fact that the bruises on
your neck came from my hand. When I saw you in the chapel, heard you crying and
begging forgiveness from your father, I wanted to kill whoever had caused you
such pain. And then to discover that it was me? No, child, there is no need to
ask forgiveness from a monster.”
Releasing her, his shoulders drooped as he
turned away and more than ever, Christine felt his anguish as a palpable thing
in the room. She knew he would walk out of her life and never speak to her
again. Not for the wrongs she’d committed against him, but for the wrongs he’d
committed against her. She couldn't bear it, and laid a restraining hand on his
arm before he could walk away from her.
“Please, Monsieur, you are no monster.
Perhaps…perhaps we could start again?” There was such hope in her voice that
she didn't even try to hide it, but there was fear as well. Fear that he would
reject her plea. “Allow me to introduce myself, Monsieur. My name is Christine
Elizabeth Daaé.”
Slowly turning in amazement, he stared at
the lovely girl before him and wondered what he’d ever done in his miserable
life that had earned him time to bask in the presence of an angel. Close to
weeping again, he took her tiny hand in his and elegantly bowed low. “I am Erik
Devereaux, Mademoiselle Daaé; at times a vocal instructor, at others an Opera
Ghost, but ever and always honored to make your acquaintance.”
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